Ytd was miserable... Today - Delighted XD

Ytd I cried
I don't know the actual reason..
Is not like I don't hav friends or handicap...
Y should I cry? there are more things in this world to cry for....

I should smile and be happy everyday..
Laugh and always open mouth & open heart.. XPPP

But I think ytd I cried is because I thinked too much dy... X(
I juz kept thinkin and ignore the fact that I am going to cry after thinking...

Haha...wat my mum told me ytd... I realized that the whole thing is juz like a drama.. I made it happened... I am like the director and also the actor.... The whole drama is like a comedy to some who read the post...

Coz even if I write out that I am sad or wat, no one will knw how to help me... even my family members read it.... What for I write out and make my friends/bf/family sad together with me..

Ya, it's true when I am down, I din think tat if I cry, what will happen to those who are around me.... They will be juz influenced by me... So I now will start thinking before do something stupid..

Actually my parents always call me to concentrate on studies and don't think so much, but I juz wun listen in.... Sometimes will listen in... 50%..
Then yesterday, bf (nt tat bf) haha... he told me to concentrate on studies too..
din knw what he said is actually the same as my parents....
3 ppl told me to concentrate... So 88% hear into my mind dy.. XDD

So from today onwards, I wun focus on those sad things dy...
coz I already shed "uncountable" tears everytime I think about the sad things...
A same sad thing can make me cry over 5 times...

Ytd a baby came to my hse....
after observing his actions, there is just curiousity in him...
He juz kept touching everything he see...

He is cute and he laughed whenever he thinks it's funny....
When I smile towards him, he will smile bec... * if you are not "fake smiling"
He din seems to be thinkin every sec... he does different things at different time..
if u ignore him, he will juz do his things....
He is like living a wonderful life without worries... Hope can be like him.... :D

X Stop being a cry baby... ^^