Saturday, April 25, 2009

Reason for Creating O.H.C.M.




1) Don't let people "misjudge" me as unfriendly...

* I like to speak. But don't really that dare to speak...


2) (Explain the statement 1)

- As in don't dare to speak, some people may say that I don't have this kind of problem...

* But I have this problem...

* I always speak to those are "close" to me..

Eg: At school : I talk a lot with those who are beside me... ( because they are "close"...)

Eg: At home : I talk a lot with my siblings...( because they are "close"...)


3) (Explain statement 1,2)

= I only talk a person when there is feeling of security...

- Once I speak to a person, I felt the feeling of security..(安全感)

+ Then I will continue to speak more and more and more...

*More and more nonsence....

^ Sometimes I may talk a lot to a person and ignore others... -_-

= Is not that the others aren't good, is that I haven't feel the "securityness"...

* Is hard to find the "securityness" sometimes...


4) (Explain statement 1,2,3)

=Sometimes I will like create some talking topics like
+What will do later when you go home?

+What is your favourite (.....)?

+You study? (when exam comes)

#I always repeat asking these questions to almost everyone... (Lame!) :(

& When I want to ask a person one question, I will think very long.. What should I say? What will her/his response?... So when I talk to a person at 7.00pm, I actually already start thinking (.....) at 6.45pm already... +_+


5) I always look forward to see how people responds...

*If like they just reply me one sentence, then I will like feel rejected.. (want go cry alrdy) =_=


***Although I know sometimes people talk to me, I also reply very few sentences... But the truth is my brain interprets the impulses very slow... (thinking what to say)

+ So when you talk to me, please don't straight away go away when I reply one sentence or even no sentence -->wait for me to think first what to talk, when I stop for 2minutes, onli you go away... 能不能给我想一句话的时间? LOL...


&Always wished that :

= Got people remember my birthday... {-_-""}

= When I talk to people, people will respond to me in the way which is friendly...

= I hope no people in this world will hate me...

= I will always be happy...

= Friends are always truthful, Family is always beside me giving me support...

= I can always help people...

= I can learn to love, to treasure and to give...

Friday, April 24, 2009

A Sudden....

Was in a feeling to update..
But suddenly no feel
At the end...
No feel = No update....

-_-

Saturday, April 18, 2009

last time with my bro.. (i think)

Sobzz..
Nex year need to climb mountain alone..
Scared... -_-

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Say For Fun....

1) I love my family and my friends...
2) I like to do homeworks...
3) I like to watch action cartoon movies...
4) I hate people using me...
5) I go to school 5days each week...
6) I like to watch tv...
7) I hate chocolates, sweets and ice-cream.. Except for some......
8) I like to collect toys.. But now 50% 50%....
9) I hate liars...
10) I like to talk very much...
11) I like to hear people talk...
12) I hate myself being quiet...
13) I hate myself to not to say "No" to things that people call me to do which I don't want to do...
14) I being betrayed by a friend once...
15) I like my room to be clean...
16) I won't hate others who hate me...
17) I often talk to my parents about my problems...
18) I hear the advices give by my parents...
19) I really really do love my siblings very much...
20) I don't like people say me annoying/bad words...
21) I prefer people to talk bad about me in front of me... So I can change...
22) I have a dog in my house...
23) I like the watch's time which is in numerical form...
24) I like Physics the most...
25) I like to help people...
26) I like drawing monsters, but other things "NO"...
27) I have no idols...
28) I like to talk non-stop for no reason...
29) I don't really like sports...
30) I like singing, but doesn't sound nice...
31) I hate people who betray me...
32) I hate those people who promised things already then didn't do...
33) I am a bit sensitive...
34) I like to eat mc donald, sushi king and pizza hut...
35) I usually sleep at 12am...(for now)
36) I was talkative when I am standard 6, but when I am form 1 til form 3 I was quiet... Now.. (undefined)
37) I take every words people say seriously..
38) I think I was lucky.. But Now (undefined)
39) I hate people give me COLD respond (one word) when I ask something...
40) I like rain... ( will feel happy)
41) I like night.. ( will feel happy)
42) The games I played before are Maplestory, Gunbound, Pangyasea, Getamped, D.O.A and also Auditionsea...
43) For now,I felt very stressful...
44) I am overcoming the fear of speaking.. Half to Success...
45) I still can't treat everyone at the same rate...
46) My birthday is on 7th of October...
47) I created 5 poems...
48) I wrote 2books of diaries...
49) No matter face what, I also will try to smile...
50) I can feel whether my friends are faithful/ truthful or not...
51) I watched before 15 taiwan chinese love movies..
52) I have already created about 40posts in my blog...
53) I don't like the feeling of being alone..
54) The times when I am not feeling well, I do nothing...
55) When I really feel bad, I cry.. (about 10 minutes only)
56) I play piano but stil very low grade...
57) I hate the feeling of being used by friends...
58) The pen I like to use the most is G2...
59) I wake up at about 5.50am everyday to go to school...
60) I am learing not to give comments to anyone...
61) I am trying not to care so much about what people say to me...
62) I have the ambition of being a xin li xue jia.. But may change...
63) The favourite english song of mine is With Love, Hillary Duff...
64) My favourite colour is Blue Or White Or Black...
65) I hate porridge...
66) More...
Decide to write till 1000000)...
XP

Sunday, April 12, 2009

我……

我
不再去想过去,
也不再去想未来,
我
只想如何活在现在…
珍惜现在…

我
学会忘记一切悲伤事物,
没有任何烦恼,
没有任何悲伤,
没有任何忧虑地
生活……

我
也学会了如何面对人生
种种的考验…

我曾经哭过
曾三百六十五天地哭过…
我却发现哭并没给我带来任何利益…

所以
我
不再流泪…
我
选择与快乐交友…
渐渐地
我与它做了朋友
我
发现我真真实实地开心了…
开心了…

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Bought Boxing Gloves... (Quite Fun Fighting)

We bought a pair of boxing glove today. On the way home, we fight against each other ! (by using B-Gloves) XD

Bought A New Phone... ^ ^


(Something like this..)
No Phone ->Bought a second hand phone->Use for a few weeks-> Rosak -> Bought a second hand phone again..

^^

Saturday, April 4, 2009

A poll: When I am (WAT), It's better?

A) Quiet
B) Talkative
C) Cheerful/Joyful
D) Doing Nothing
E) Don't Know
F) Normal
G) Doing my stuff seriously
H) Others
I) ............

What's your answer?

True Or False?

Do I really walk in zig zag motion?