Today perasan...**

Every morning wake up.. sure got bath de..
so everytime when go to school, periods before recess was usually happy and fresh..
but after recess, I sure becum bored and less happy and talk lesser and dwn de... (if u got observe) XD

Today stil go to skul as usual...
but nwadays go to skul become more and more boring dy... dk y..
But last time wun, coz i always hav a chance to talk and i knw wat to talk..
stil rmb last year.. those two who sit beside me and behind me... I talked non-stop to them the whole day... til gt 2 ppl tl me n boycott me.. XP

But dk y this year ntg to talk dy.. or maybe ppl who sit beside me, i dun feel like they wan to listen and dy xin2 guan4 like tat le since feb... hard to have the form to talk le (like last year de form)

After recess, I got a bit down... juz like usual oso la..
always down a bit bit le.. then will more down and down til i cry... ni wil stop down..

After recess, I do my hmwrk... do do do do til I headache dy.. then I stop doing and do oher things... Do til half way, suddenly perasan..

i down le, bo cry.. i cont. down..cz bo cry, wil not stop down..
i down dy startin the period after recess..
When i dwn, i wun smile or laugh, or even talk more...
The feelin is shown on the face...

I start thinkin things....
I thinked tat perasan things/ things make me perasan :
1)I duno wat to talk... but i hav a feeling tat i wan to talk.. so very wu2 nai4...
2)din talk to ppl tat i suppose to talk to
3)thinking the truthfulness of some friends..
4)recall bec past
5)when i down, wil there be anyone there for me... tat time, i think there wil not be..
6)too quiet wil oso down..........
7)headache...
8)bored....
9)no reason...

After all these thinkings, the tears start collectin in my eyes....
luckily no teacher...
so i go toilet... For 20minutes.. to prevent ppl from watchin my XXX face..
the toilet a bit smelly... tat's the only way... lol
cried in there... knw wil cry dy.. so before going toilet, already borrowed tisu.. XDD
After cryin. back to class.. a bit hapi bec le.. can smile n laugh le...
was not plannin to tell ppl wat i did in toilet.. but in the end told sumone...
If i din tell, dun think anyone wil knw, coz go toilet sure pee or pangsai nia eh ma.. haha

haiz... always cry wan me... y like tat de?!!!

MUS BE HAPPY MA!!!!!!!!!!!
SMILE NOW!!! XD XD XD
haha smiled... ^^