(报告).. 更了解自己..

智能分布状况:
1) XXX........... 11.56%
2) XXX........... 11.11%
3) XXX.......... 10.22%
4) XXX............9.78%
5) XXX........... 9.33%
6) XXX............. 8.89%
7) XXX............. 8.44%
1) - 7) 质性分析 : 主动...
8) XXX 人际智能，　感性．．． 10.22% 连报告也显示说　: 其实原本可以是第3) 的.. 但是因为质性分析是开放...(可以改变) 所以才排在第8) 的...

开放程度:
能发现事情的好笑之处...
展现幽默并抱持乐观态度...
对有趣事务打心底会新而笑....
也常开怀大笑....
但有时侯倾向自我封闭...
在人际关系上应特别注意......

特殊情况:
先天性的敏感度强....
因此容易感受一般人无法理解的讯息...
但有时会显神经质, 基本上情绪张力大...

改变改变
我要改变.... XD

No more conditions...

I always wanted :
1) When I talk, ppl's response must be:
a) reply : at least say : "en" .. "har".. ETC..
b) create a new talking topic
c) listen / full attention
d) eye contact - to indicate that the person is listening to me...
e) don't go away unless I finish talking
f) smile- to show that the person is interested in my talking topic...

I am like setting these conditions when I talk to ppl..
From today onwards, no more conditions...
why I go set these conditions? -.-
whenever ppl failed to do the things abv, I will felt ................
lol....
no more no more... ^^

永远安静算了… =D

突破了….
敢答应朋友踢球去了…
敢随着朋友进食堂去了….
敢…………………………………………

可是…
心中却还是有恐惧感….
无论怎样也好, 四年了…
我还是无法真真的改变…
无法像小学生那样的活着…
自由自在地活着…

“安静”
往往会让我不会那么容易地得罪别人…
往往会让我更多时间做更多的事…
往往会让我有机会观察身边所发生的事…
往往不会让别人有机会说我烦…
往往会…………………

我
似乎一直地找理由不改变….
不断地说我不能改变等….

可是事实真的是如此….
…………….….
…………………….
…………………………..
我看…
永远安静算了….

我放弃了…
不想再改变了…
我还是做回安静的我较好吧….

毕竟
像我上次说的….
我已习惯安静了….

只想对每一个鼓励过我说话的人说声”谢谢”….
也想对那些无论是谁都好觉得我不友善等的人说声”对不起”….

改变了...却还不够....

今年改变了…
比去年
更坚强,
不是很敏感了…
比去年
更会说话,
不是很安静了…
比去年
更聪明,
不再拿三百多名了…
比去年
更勇敢,
不是很害怕去年害怕的东西了…
比去年….
比以前….
…………………………….

我改变了…

我对我自己说…
还不够…

但是
我已累了…

还要继续改变吗?
……………………………..

停了再写才好玩…

人生许多时候…

我们都应该"停"…

而不是一直"冲"...

因为人不是机器…
因为人总是会累…

不管是停一秒或是零点零一秒,

只要停了,再走...

我们才会知道如何让自己的人生弄得更美好 ...

停....

无法再写部落格了….

每当我想写时,
我脑海里就浮现许多不愉快的事…
永远都没有一件快乐的…

我部落格每次大多都会写
伤心的, 不快乐的事物…
我觉得一切应该停止了…
因为每当我写部落格时…

我整个人就会无意间像跌入黑暗世界里一样…
而且我的不愉快也会使读我部落格的人受影响…

够了…
够了…
该点上个句点了吧!

也许有一天, 我能控制我的情绪 ,再回来写……
可能是一阵子, 也可能是永远…
看我几时才会控制…^^

"Cz I hate you down" said by XXX (dw say name) XP

Horoscope was a bit correct this time..
"Libra: You haven't been feeling so bright lately, but a flashbulb idea today will help you shake the feeling.."
This sentence somehow makes me awake... And I don't know why...
And makes me realise that when I am down, I will really make those who are beside me together become down...
So I don't want to feel down anymore..
I want to be tough and don't so sensitive already.. ^^
*Cheers...

还是在敏感世界... 自找麻烦...

要暂时离开这世界..
我看我自己也只是说说罢了…
因为我根本就做不到…

心里一直想说离开, 暂时离开这世界…
可是我自己也不知为何要这样做…

每一天早上起来, 我就莫名其妙地头晕…
莫名其妙地不知要干嘛…
可能是像一般人在这一生中也一定会感受到的吧…
~ 孤单… 寂寞…

我常常希望这世界的每一个人不会觉得孤单…
但自己又在那边敏感…觉得孤单…

好多时候, 我想说我自己解决就可以了…
不要去告诉别人…
因为我不想让别人来我操心…
而且其实很多问题, 我觉得是自己自找的, 只要不想, 就会没事了…
可是我又不知为何我要去想…

心就是很乱…
不知要做么…

哦…
我知道… 去睡觉… -.-

Homework.

First ：被点到名字的要在自己日志里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个问题，再加上一个 问题，仍然组成 20+10 个问题，传给其他 10 个人，列出 10 个需要回答问题的人的名字，还 要到 10 个人的BLOG里留言通知对方 ——你被点名了，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。

Second ：这 10 个人要在自己的日志里注明是从哪里接到题的，并且再想一个题目传给其 他 10 个人，让游戏继续下去，不得回传。被点到名字的人将得到大家的祝福，并且所有的美丽愿望都会在不久的以后实现，这是博客里流行的击鼓传花传给谁谁就得接着，否则就得挨罚，请认真对待，不要怕暴露隐私。

1.你有偶像吗，或者比较喜欢谁？
No. Dk. I like everyone.

2.你觉得怎么样才算幸福？
With the one who you cares and the one who cares about you too.

3.你最有成就感的一件事是么？
Open mouth and talk.

4.无聊的时候一般用什么打发时间？
Draw monsters.

5.你到底喜欢什么样的人？
Not sure.

6.真正喜欢的人会放手吗？
No.

7.你觉得人为什么要微笑呢?
To spread the happiness to others. So this world will be a happy world!

8.你认为只要付出了就会有回报吗，为什么？
Yup. But sometimes Yes but sometimes No.

9.请评价一下点你名的人
Ken Saw. Good, Nice, 78% Kind, 22% Evil, 92.99% Friendly, 81.81%Handsome, 85.34% Polite.. In this world, this kind of ppl onli hav 33.92 ~ 140.81 ppl. Hard to find.. -.- Am I lying? Dk. XD

10.你最不能忍受最爱的人犯什么错？
One leg step 5 boats.

11.对大学生活的感受如何？
Dk.

12.经常会做怎么样的梦？
Become talkative/ Horror/Scary ones/ Meet wif celebrities.

13.感觉孤独无助时，你会怎么样？
Just cry. Time will pass. Slowly will be happy again.

14.现在如果有一个愿望能实现，你会许什么？
No one in this world feel lonely.

15.现在最想做的事情是什么？
Be a good son/sibling/friend/student.

16.如果有来生，你还会选择来到这个世界上吗？
Will.

17.敢对自己喜欢的人大声说出来并一直坚持嘛？
Dare.

18.你觉得目前对你最重要的事情是什么？
Ntg really important yet.

19.准备什么时候当父母？
See fate.

20.你觉得恋爱跟婚姻的关系是什么?
恋爱is婚姻 father -in-law.. (Copied half)

21.爱究竟是什么？
Love is two people love lai love ki.

22.敢保证自己回答问题说的话是真的嘛？
Dare.

23.现在最希望拥有什么？
Everything. I want it all !

24.现在最不想干什么？
Do things I don't like.

25.让你感觉最不爽的一件事情是什么？
My open heart, close mouth.

26.你感觉自己现在幸福嘛？
Yup.

27.如果非要在爱人和事业中选一个，你会选择什么？
Both.

28.到现在了，最后悔的事情是什么呢？
Don't know the roads in Penang when I am young till now.

29.你现在快乐吗？
Keep on changing... Because I am emotional. -.-

30.死了过后，会想喝盲婆汤么？
Never heard before got this kind of thing.

被点的人:
10ppl.

After ytd.. today - Planning on the ALONE DAY -- 3/6/09

Yesterday was .....
-.- Green shadows.. ARhhh...
I simply think too much..
Today not afraid already..

(-.-) ---> 9.23am.. woke up
(0-0) ---> 10.00am - 2pm.. force myself to play game
(@-@) ---> play too much... headache a bit d
(-.-) ---> don't know what to do 2.50pm..
(+-+) ---> Go study and do robot
XD ---> 3.00pm - 5.05pm...
X( ---- > Boring already...
XO --- > do some "sports" / exercise 6.00pm - 7.00pm
($-$) ---> GO SLEEP TIL .......................

Home alone... X(

Hands cold
Heart is cold

Every body part is cold...

Hands shaking

Heart is freezing

Every body part is shaking freeze...

Hands stop functioning

Heart stop pumping blood

Every body part failed to carry out their function

Because I am scared of being home alone...

I saw before the home alone movies..

But I still don't know how to defeat the bad guys... (because I don't have a smart brain) Lol...

What to do?

many ppl say: so big d.. stil scared? *some oso laugh -.-

ya.. I am scared.. But I don't know why I am scared pun..

Just scared...

Nvm.. I try to overcome..

I go do robot... (still haven't touch tiok)

I should not feel down or sensitive.. ^^

I don't know why I always very easily feel down...
Sometimes I think that I am sad is because of ???thing..
then sometimes I felt that I should not be sad of ???thing...
But that ???thing really .....
................................................

I am like torturing myself when I am down... Heart like being ripped apart..
Why should I be sad? -.-
For fun? hehe

Finally... I "xiang tong" already..
I should not feel bad of anything...
because life is like this.. is hard to do any changes d..
Humans are humans.
Animals are animals.
Plants are plants..
*dun nid to understand...
-.-

So ya... happy is the most important thing ever... duh....
N I finally know how to spend my holiday! YAY!

I need my family..T.T

Friday - Headache
Saturday, Sunday - Flu + headache + a bit cough
Monday - Flu + headache + cough + sore throat a little
These illness also the one of reasons why I am down, T.Bro.. X)

I need my mum!! T.T
Maybe is too long I didn't see my mum and my sister, I only start get these illnesses..
Today my father went out too..

Don't know what will happen next?
Maybe fever?!

K... ya fever better..
At least I can whole day sleep on bed...
And do nothing (no energy /strength)

Now a bit energy...
Then suffer the torture of "Boring" /"nothing to do"...
I hate this kind of feeling very much... Boring/ Lonely/ No one to talk to at home.. haihz

WHAT CAN I DO!?!?@#??!@#?!@#?@!?$#%&%(*(

A Taste Of Ppl Breaking His/Her Promise..........

I promised "someone" before that I will ..*.......*..

When that day come, I ppk...
I felt very sorry...

Then I told "someone" that I was very sorry for breaking my promise...

Then now..

The thing someone promised me to do, he/she didn't do...

I felt a bit beh syiok because he/she promised me already...

He/she didn't even say sorry.. (maybe he/she thinks it is just a small matter)

Ya... Now I know the "taste"...

It doesn't taste good...

So next time I sure do what I promised.. 1001%!

Mental Problem Post? -.-

From Friday till Monday... I don't know what I have done...
Tomorrow... Tomorrow and Tomorrow.. *(3 Tomorrow only)
Full with sorrows..
With no family eating together in a row...
But just my dog : "ROW" "ROW" "ROW"
So these few days I guess my feeling will go low low low.. *LAME!!
Help someone... Help.. (T~T)

Ps : Speaking to myself :

Part 1:
Another "I": Stop thinking all these things.. Go do your robot..
I : okok...

Another "I" : Thought you already decide to do your robot during this holiday..
I : But after do finish robot, what can I do?

Another "I" : After do finish then .... *(thinking)
I: ........

Another "I" : Study?
I: ......"" Nah...

Another "I" : Em... Oh... ya... Talk to casper la..
I: Ya, I almost forgot hor...

Another "I" : Who is casper anyway ? I still don't know.. Just simply say..-.-
I: Casper is my imaginary friend...

Another "I" : Can I meet him?
I: Nope.. Only me can see and talk to him...

Another "I" : Oh..

Part 2:
Another "I": why u just now say just 3 tomorrows full with sorrows, why not whole holiday?
I: ...... Because the 3 tomorrows, my family members will not be at home...

Another "I" : So how u live?
I: Got someone buy food for us... But just that it is very suffering for me to stay at home alone..
But what can I do?

Another "I" : Play game and watch tv la..
I: I told u I hate to do these two stuff d lok...

Another "I" : Invite your friends to your house or go to their house la.. I: They all ... haihz... I don't think this way will work..

Another "I" : Like that you go settle yourself la.. Byebye..
*Disappear*

I: (sobz) Suak, I settle myself...
Em... How to settle? T.T

I go study.. I go talk to my books and make friends with them... XP

Anti Promise Breakers !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!