Saturday, April 25, 2009

Reason for Creating O.H.C.M.




1) Don't let people "misjudge" me as unfriendly...

* I like to speak. But don't really that dare to speak...


2) (Explain the statement 1)

- As in don't dare to speak, some people may say that I don't have this kind of problem...

* But I have this problem...

* I always speak to those are "close" to me..

Eg: At school : I talk a lot with those who are beside me... ( because they are "close"...)

Eg: At home : I talk a lot with my siblings...( because they are "close"...)


3) (Explain statement 1,2)

= I only talk a person when there is feeling of security...

- Once I speak to a person, I felt the feeling of security..(安全感)

+ Then I will continue to speak more and more and more...

*More and more nonsence....

^ Sometimes I may talk a lot to a person and ignore others... -_-

= Is not that the others aren't good, is that I haven't feel the "securityness"...

* Is hard to find the "securityness" sometimes...


4) (Explain statement 1,2,3)

=Sometimes I will like create some talking topics like
+What will do later when you go home?

+What is your favourite (.....)?

+You study? (when exam comes)

#I always repeat asking these questions to almost everyone... (Lame!) :(

& When I want to ask a person one question, I will think very long.. What should I say? What will her/his response?... So when I talk to a person at 7.00pm, I actually already start thinking (.....) at 6.45pm already... +_+


5) I always look forward to see how people responds...

*If like they just reply me one sentence, then I will like feel rejected.. (want go cry alrdy) =_=


***Although I know sometimes people talk to me, I also reply very few sentences... But the truth is my brain interprets the impulses very slow... (thinking what to say)

+ So when you talk to me, please don't straight away go away when I reply one sentence or even no sentence -->wait for me to think first what to talk, when I stop for 2minutes, onli you go away... 能不能给我想一句话的时间? LOL...


&Always wished that :

= Got people remember my birthday... {-_-""}

= When I talk to people, people will respond to me in the way which is friendly...

= I hope no people in this world will hate me...

= I will always be happy...

= Friends are always truthful, Family is always beside me giving me support...

= I can always help people...

= I can learn to love, to treasure and to give...

Friday, April 24, 2009

A Sudden....

Was in a feeling to update..
But suddenly no feel
At the end...
No feel = No update....

-_-

Saturday, April 18, 2009

last time with my bro.. (i think)

Sobzz..
Nex year need to climb mountain alone..
Scared... -_-

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Say For Fun....

1) I love my family and my friends...
2) I like to do homeworks...
3) I like to watch action cartoon movies...
4) I hate people using me...
5) I go to school 5days each week...
6) I like to watch tv...
7) I hate chocolates, sweets and ice-cream.. Except for some......
8) I like to collect toys.. But now 50% 50%....
9) I hate liars...
10) I like to talk very much...
11) I like to hear people talk...
12) I hate myself being quiet...
13) I hate myself to not to say "No" to things that people call me to do which I don't want to do...
14) I being betrayed by a friend once...
15) I like my room to be clean...
16) I won't hate others who hate me...
17) I often talk to my parents about my problems...
18) I hear the advices give by my parents...
19) I really really do love my siblings very much...
20) I don't like people say me annoying/bad words...
21) I prefer people to talk bad about me in front of me... So I can change...
22) I have a dog in my house...
23) I like the watch's time which is in numerical form...
24) I like Physics the most...
25) I like to help people...
26) I like drawing monsters, but other things "NO"...
27) I have no idols...
28) I like to talk non-stop for no reason...
29) I don't really like sports...
30) I like singing, but doesn't sound nice...
31) I hate people who betray me...
32) I hate those people who promised things already then didn't do...
33) I am a bit sensitive...
34) I like to eat mc donald, sushi king and pizza hut...
35) I usually sleep at 12am...(for now)
36) I was talkative when I am standard 6, but when I am form 1 til form 3 I was quiet... Now.. (undefined)
37) I take every words people say seriously..
38) I think I was lucky.. But Now (undefined)
39) I hate people give me COLD respond (one word) when I ask something...
40) I like rain... ( will feel happy)
41) I like night.. ( will feel happy)
42) The games I played before are Maplestory, Gunbound, Pangyasea, Getamped, D.O.A and also Auditionsea...
43) For now,I felt very stressful...
44) I am overcoming the fear of speaking.. Half to Success...
45) I still can't treat everyone at the same rate...
46) My birthday is on 7th of October...
47) I created 5 poems...
48) I wrote 2books of diaries...
49) No matter face what, I also will try to smile...
50) I can feel whether my friends are faithful/ truthful or not...
51) I watched before 15 taiwan chinese love movies..
52) I have already created about 40posts in my blog...
53) I don't like the feeling of being alone..
54) The times when I am not feeling well, I do nothing...
55) When I really feel bad, I cry.. (about 10 minutes only)
56) I play piano but stil very low grade...
57) I hate the feeling of being used by friends...
58) The pen I like to use the most is G2...
59) I wake up at about 5.50am everyday to go to school...
60) I am learing not to give comments to anyone...
61) I am trying not to care so much about what people say to me...
62) I have the ambition of being a xin li xue jia.. But may change...
63) The favourite english song of mine is With Love, Hillary Duff...
64) My favourite colour is Blue Or White Or Black...
65) I hate porridge...
66) More...
Decide to write till 1000000)...
XP

Sunday, April 12, 2009

我……


不再去想过去,
也不再去想未来,

只想如何活在现在…
珍惜现在…


学会忘记一切悲伤事物,
没有任何烦恼,
没有任何悲伤,
没有任何忧虑地
生活……


也学会了如何面对人生
种种的考验…

我曾经哭过
曾三百六十五天地哭过…
我却发现哭并没给我带来任何利益…

所以

不再流泪…

选择与快乐交友…
渐渐地
我与它做了朋友

发现我真真实实地开心了…
开心了…

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Bought Boxing Gloves... (Quite Fun Fighting)

We bought a pair of boxing glove today. On the way home, we fight against each other ! (by using B-Gloves) XD

Bought A New Phone... ^ ^


(Something like this..)
No Phone ->Bought a second hand phone->Use for a few weeks-> Rosak -> Bought a second hand phone again..

^^

Saturday, April 4, 2009

A poll: When I am (WAT), It's better?

A) Quiet
B) Talkative
C) Cheerful/Joyful
D) Doing Nothing
E) Don't Know
F) Normal
G) Doing my stuff seriously
H) Others
I) ............

What's your answer?

True Or False?

Do I really walk in zig zag motion?