When my mum's nt at home...

After the muscle pain which hurts so much last few days, here comes headache again...
Headache reli makes me become extremely *damn frustrated at all things" a lot..... Argh..

Plus... haiz.. All the ppl around me seems to change...
Someone said b4 "U can't change ppl"...
Juz change yourself... (Change the point of view, think the other way)
It's easy to say, but hard to think that way.... Attempted for 4 years, still not getting any result...

Anyway wan to be grateful that I din get "e" today... Eventhough there is a feeling for me to cry..
If I "c" one more time, I may end up in this hospital I guess...
Because my eyes are really really very pain right now and my eyes "zhong3" d.........

Got ppl say me "so big still "c" wat"... I oso dk how to answer.....

Hope I can stop "c"....
Now any sec, I can juz "c" if i wan..
Dk y my whole body and soul and mind makes me think like my life is very miserable and all...

Who doesn't want a happy life?
X Argh... Hope mum's at home...
If mum's at home, maybe situation will be different....