A Poem

Drown in miserable, neverending darkness,
Sweel in sorrows and fears,
Loneliness was a friend of mine,
I tried again and again,
But still, quietness is still a company of mine.
Those days when I was young,
Tears dropped through the nights,
Those nights, made me fear, made me fright.
As I grew,
A step was taken.
Again I tried.
Nothing's changed.
Soft tone, the heart of fear and the fear of being rejected,
Was never gone,
But accompany me all year long.
Years for me to change,
But I am still the same.
Seeked for help,
But I failed again and again.
Sometimes I feel like giving up,
But there is a voice calling me not to,
And so I decided
To give myself another chance of trying,
Eventhough maybe I will fail,
But I will try again,
Until my memories are already fading into pieces,
Until my hair turns grey.