Am I Really Changed?

I think that I am starting to change.
Now, I have more things to talk at home.My talking subjects really get many nowadays.
I was like shocked and I talked non-stop.
I hate myself a bit when I talked too much.
I think I am like improving.
But I still haven't get rid of the face-turn-green thing... Trying to overcome that.
Am I really changed? Or maybe I just improved in how to make more talking subjects to talk?