Hmm.. It's the time for me to let go?

Sometimes if we kept wanting something, it's actually quite torturing when you can't get what you want...

Examples like loving a person who you are shouldn't fall in love with or wanting a friend to tell your worries and share you happiness or a banglo or a lot of money... etc...
Sometimes these things just can't be fulfilled..

I can't get "something" in my life...

This " something" is not an object, it can't be bought by using money...
It's something that everyone would seek for..
No one can live without it...
And it's about fate.. But this "something" that I want is not love..
It's something else.. XDD

Perhaps it's the time for me to let go and go on with my life?
Headache!! Haha I am not sad or what... But I just feel very lost and don't know what to do right now...
Guess I am thinking too much again already.. X)

Appreciate XPP

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Appreciate is very important i think..
U weren't able to know when they will leave u..
Appreciate the time you get to be with ur family and best friend..

Many ppl said that "Ppl do change".. It's just hard to predict what will happen next sec of ur life..

Haha.. Bt I sure wun change de!! XDD unless the environment is cruel to me 1st or wat la..

Anyway I respect anyone around me to change la.... Just dun hurt me can d.. haha.. ^^

I am appreciating the times I get to be with my family and best friend..I love my f n besf... == Actuali keep in heart can d..But I always say le, wil very syok, so must say... haha... XDDD

Holiday 3rd day...

Woke up today about 7 something am..
To get ready to a place..
haha... for piano theory exam...
There is a lot of Italian terms, German & French terms to memorize..
About 100 like that...
Luckily I scan through wiv my sis yesterday night...
I able to get 10 marks for that part in the exam paper d... XDD
Last time I forgot to bring eraser go, got merit, almost fail.. ==* (Cz can't erase the wrong answers)
This time remember to bring d...
Hope can get distinction... If not, merit oso can.. XP
Not fun de this holiday.. haiz.. Wan go "somewhere" then cant go...

哈哈

我经常因为我的朋友, 好朋友, 家人:
1)好像对别人较好,然后好像不理我
2)好像有事情不告诉我.或
3)有问题去向别人求助(我也可以帮到的)等....
而去不开心...

我现在才"觉悟"...
他们好像有事情不告诉我们... 我们应该知道他们有权力不说嘛... 我们不可以固执地认为他们到底有没有把我们当成家人,朋友, 好朋友.... 他们也可能不要我们但心啊....
他们有问题去向别人求助, 不向我们, 也许他们不要麻烦我们呢...
可是,我现在还在学着如何不妒忌我的家人,朋友,好朋友对别人很好...神经病!! 哈哈...做么我那么容易(JEALOUS)的..

还有...
若是我真的爱我的家人,朋友,好朋友... 我该尊重他们所做的一切...
而且如果他们做任何的事很快乐的话(不做不犯法的事啦), 我们该给予他们祝福.(就算他们做的事你不爽, 哈哈)

只要他们开心, 真的就够了....

我真的很希望能看到我爱与关心的家人,朋友,好朋友每一天都开心..(没有看到也不用紧)...

要原谅我以前的敏感咯...
我爱你们!!! 真的很爱哦... =)

Hahaa... xoxo

Once again, 13/3 will start holiday d..
Hmm.. love the feeling of holiday..
It's just fun...
No homeworks...
But unluckily still have some projects la..

Nowadays a bit emo, but .... still okay.. juz nid time to change (once again) ^^ And maybe nid some family and friends' especially best friend as my companion..

3days more and it's the time to meet the old classmates.. (tis sunday)
I am very curious.. After 5 years, wat will they look like leh... Ugly or handsome/pretty/ the SAME?? haha...==*

Besides, hope this holiday will be fun and......
Also hope that my stress will reduce after this holiday..
Stress is jus xxzxcxz... Argh...

After a few more months ( about 8 ~ 9 months), it's the time to leave secondary school I guess... Hope that there will also be a gathering oso...

And finally wat I wanted to say is
Sometimes I treat friends unequally, hope no one is angry about me..-+-
&
Once we are friends, we are friends for life... haha..
Friends forever!! = > dun laugh.. ty... XDD
I really mean wat i say, I say wat i mean (copied from someone) haha...
It's just hard to forget some of my old friends who gave me good memories that I can't forget till now... As well as the all of my friends..

Lastly, wan to use this chance to say thks to my bestfren for everythin... Lalalaa ~~ XPP

=+tkw XOXO

Is the weather too hot or... ?

Is the weather too hot or wat..
It seems like a bit.....
==* hot...
Plus a little headache of cuz..
In the new class for abt 3 months already, it's fast... I din even get to blink my eye... haha...
Time's like a rocket.... -_= (said a hundred times d)

Sometimes life feels like a bit boring, wat to do ar?.. Lots of things actuali... haha...
Maybe watch tv, play sports or piano, sing, dance, clean the house, study, try to change the boringness to hapiness? and more....
Just sometimes perhaps we did so many things that our body needs to rest.. So we will feel a temporary feel of"boringness"...

I guess it just need time to get back the "ohm" to live...
Life's fun & interesting, when u say it is!!! ^^
Felt that many ppl say that life's boring and all, so i posted this post...
Appreciate the time we get to live in this Earth!! Haha...

X Lurve ?zzzz.... XP (^~^)

Argh..

Lost 10 marks becoz careless and panic in exam...
That day after bec from school, feel like.....
Very hard to accept the fact that those 2 ques I know how to do but becoz of my.... then lost the marks..
Plus got 2 ques dk y can't get answ..
Hope this time add maths can get at least more than 60 la..

N wan to say thanks to the person who return my wallet after I lost it for just 1 hour.. Reli thks... Although I dk who you are... Thanks...